I’m so scared… but lately I feel like I’ve been losing you. like youre slowly drifting away from me. and i hate it… i want to fix it so bad… but i dont know how or what to do… because i love you so much and i dont want us to fall apart…
I have had a lot of people come in and out of my life, many of them very memorable. but honestly, there are very few that have impacted my life like my ROTC instructor has. Tonight, I competed in my final night of DYW and made it into the top 12 (no clue what place i ended in, but it was up there in the top). anyways, I looked out to the audience and saw all the proud parents, family members, boyfriends, ect. and realized that there was no one out there who was there for me. I understood people were busy and all that jazz, but it was still a little disheartening. then I realized my instructor was there, and even though I didn’t win, he made me feel like the biggest winner out there. He’s probably my biggest influence to try my hardest in everything I do and I am so thankful to have such a positive influence in my life. there ya go, tumblr, enjoy my little gush. ahah.
